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    晚上吃鱼不小心鱼刺卡住喉咙。这样的情形突然回到小时候吃鱼也被鱼刺卡到。
    本来已经忘记的刺痛再次袭来。
    以为有记忆的疼再次疼的时候依旧强烈。
    不敢咽口水,不敢吃东西。喝半口红酒慢慢顺着。
    小心翼翼,一点一点咽红酒。
    啊,终于下去了。被鱼刺卡住喉咙好难受好难受啊。
    5~
    爱现在很好呐~ 很好的不敢虚张。。
    害怕一高调反而都不见了。。。SHHHH~~~
     
    谢谢你。。 ^_____^
     
     
    以上 爱

    Thank u.

     
    彷佛解除了封印一般。谢谢。

    2009-6-22

    赋予了意义它才变得有意义。
     比如,6-22 =)
      赶场子似的毕业了。。。

      HELLO~` loser~`` BYB``

    stand by me

     

    4月30日,伦敦Trafalgar Square (特拉法加广场),

    T-Mobile 组织了第二次快闪行动,万人卡拉OK大唱《Hey Jude》,并在当晚的《英国达人》中播出。

    这一次,它的主题依然是:Life’s for Sharing,生活就是分享。

     

    Hey Jude, don’t make it bad 嘿裘!别沮丧
    Take a sad song 找一首哀伤的歌
    And make it better 把它唱得更快乐

    Remember, to let her into your heart 记得将它唱入你的心田
    Then you can start to make it better 世界就能开始好转
    Hey Jude, don’t be afraid 嘿裘!别害怕
    You were made to go out and get her 你天生就要勇於克服恐惧
    The minute You let her under your skin 当你将它身埋於心底那一刻
    Then you begin 世界就
    To make it better 开始好转
    And anytime you feel the pain 当你感受痛苦的滋味
    Hey Jude, refrain 嘿裘!要忍耐
    Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders 别把世界的重担都往肩上扛
    For well you know that it’s a fool 你知道那些愚蠢的人
    Who plays it cool 总是装做不在乎
    By making his world a little colder 把自己的世界弄得很冷酷
    Hey Jude, don’t let me down 嘿裘!别让我失望
    You have found her now go and get her 既然找到真爱就要勇敢追求
    Remember (Hey Jude) to let her into your heart 记住(嘿裘!)要将他 揽入你的心房
    Then you can start to make it better 那样世界就能开始好转
    So let it out and let it in 所以啊,让你的爱自由来去
    Hey Jude, begin 嘿裘!开始啊
    You’re waiting for someone to perform with 你期待有个人与你同台表演
    And don’t you know that it’s just you 你不知道那个人就是你自已吗
    Hey Jude, you’ll do 嘿裘!你会办到
    The movement you need is on your shoulder 下一步该怎麼做就全看你自己
    Hey Jude don’t make it bad 嘿裘!别丧气
    Take a sad song and make it better 找一首哀伤的歌把它唱得更快乐
    Remember you let her under your skin 记得将它深藏於心
    Then you’ll begin 世界就能
    To make it better 开始好转

     

     

    前几天看到的 stand by me

    原帖地址:http://jandan.net/2009/04/30/51-stand-by-me.html

    STAND BY ME
    Music/Lyrics Ben.E.King

    When the night has come
    And the land is dark
    And the moon is the only
    Light we'll see
    No I won't be afraid
    Oh I won't be afraid
    Just as long as you stand
    Stand by me, so

    #
    Darlin', darlin'
    Stand by me, oh stand by me
    Oh stand (now), stand by me
    Stand by me

    If the sky that we look upon
    Should tumble and fall
    Or the mountain should crumble
    To the sea
    I won't cry, I won't cry
    No, I won't shed a tear
    Just as long as you stand
    Stand by me, and

    (#Repeat 2 times)

    Whenever you're in trouble
    Won't you stand by me
    Oh stand by me, oh stand now..

    The Rewards of Living a Solitary Life

    The Rewards of Living a Solitary Life

    The other day an acquaintance of mine, a gregarious and charming man, told me he had found himself unexpectedly alone in New York for an hour or two between appointments. He went to the Whitney and spent the "empty" time looking at things in solitary bliss. For him it proved to be a shock nearly as great as falling in love to discover that he could enjoy himself so much alone.

    What had he been afraid of, I asked myself? That, suddenly alone, he would discover that he bored himself, or that there was, quite simply, no self there to meet? But having taken the plunge, he is now on the brink of adventure; he is about to be launched into his own inner space, space as immense, unexplored, and sometimes frightening as outer space to the astronaut. His every perception will come to him with a new freshness and, for a time, seem startlingly original. For anyone who can see things for himself with a naked eye becomes, for a moment or two, something of a genius. With another human being present vision becomes double vision, inevitably. We are busy wondering, what does my companion see or think of this, and what do I think of it? The original impact gets lost, or diffused.

    "Music I heard with you was more than music."* Exactly. And therefore music itself can only be heard alone. Solitude is the salt of personhood. It brings out the authentic flavor of every experience.

    "Alone one is never lonely: the spirit adventures, walking/In a quiet garden, in a cool house, abiding single there."

    Loneliness is most acutely felt with other people, for with others, even with a lover sometimes, we suffer from our differences of taste, temperament, mood.
    Human intercourse often demands that we soften the edge of perception, or withdraw at the very instant of personal truth for fear of hurting, or of being inappropriately present, which is to say naked, in a social situation. Alone we can afford to be wholly whatever we are, and to feel whatever we feel absolutely. That is a great luxury!

    For me the most interesting thing about a solitary life, and mine has been that for the last twenty years, is that it becomes increasingly rewarding. When I wake up and watch the sun rise over the ocean, as I do most days, and know that I have an entire day ahead, uninterrupted, in which to write a few pages, take a walk with my dog, lie down in the afternoon for a long think (why does one think better in a horizontal position?), read and listen to music, I am flooded with happiness.

    I am lonely only when I am overtired, when I have worked too long without a break, when for the time being I feel empty and need filling up.
    And I am lonely sometimes when I come back home after a lecture trip, when I have seen a lot of people and talked a lot, and am full to the brim with experience that needs to be sorted out.

    Then for a little while the house feels huge and empty, and I wonder where my self is hiding. It has to be recaptured slowly by watering the plants, perhaps, and looking again at each one as though it were a person, by feeding the two cats, by cooking a meal.

    It takes a while, as I watch the surf blowing up in fountains at the end of the field, but the moment comes when the world falls away, and the self emerges again from the deep unconscious, bringing back all I have recently experienced to be explored and slowly understood, when I converse again with my hidden powers, and so grow, and so be renewed, till death do us part.

    - May Sarton

     

    某日,我的一位喜好交际、颇有魅力的朋友告诉我,

    他意外地发现自己竟然能够在纽约这样的地方,在约会间隔的那一两个小时一人独处而没感到寂寞。

    带着独处赐予的巨大幸福感,他去了惠特妮博物馆,度过了所谓的空闲时光。

    他很惊奇自己居然能够如此享受独处的时光,而这种惊奇跟坠入爱河的感觉一样美妙。

    那么他害怕什么哪?我暗自揣测。

    是因为他突然只身一人,倍感无聊,或仅仅是因为失去了自我,无处寻觅?

    但是既然决定一博,他已经在冒险的边缘。他蓄势待发,准备准备航向自己的内心世界。

    这种茫茫无际,神秘莫测,甚至令人莫名惊恐的感受正如宇航员对于外层空间的感受一样。

    他的所见所闻将会给他带来全新的体验,有时甚至是前所未有的惊奇。

    对于任何人,他能够用肉眼探视世界,他或多或少是个天才。有人陪伴,视野不可避免的成为复视。

    我们一直忙着猜测同伴的看法和想法,及自己的想法。最初的影响已经消失或是力量大减。

    我与你一起欣赏的音乐不再仅仅是音乐。确实如此。因此音乐仅能独享。

    独处是个人风格的调料,它能激发出人生的每次体验的纯真风味。
    独自一人从不会孤独。徘徊在寂静的花园,漫步在清凉的屋子,精神世界的探索从未停止。
    有人在身畔时,孤独感最为深刻,因为旁人——即使有时是爱人,我们往往会因品味、性情、心绪有别而感到痛苦。

    人际交往,常须缓和敏锐的观察力,或在洞悉别人真相时及时收敛以免造成伤害,或者因为场合不适而尴尬不已。

    独处时,我们可以随心所欲地释放自我,体验一切。那真是无上的享受!
    对我来说,过去二十多年的单身生活最有意思的是它的回报越来越多。

    我每天醒来,都要看着太阳从大海中冉冉升起,我知道崭新的一天又开始了。

    宁静无扰,我会挥笔写它几页,出去遛遛狗,下午躺在床上长思冥想,看看报纸或听听音乐。生活充满了乐趣。
    只有在我过度劳累的时候,在我长时间无间断地工作,在我感到内心空虚,需要充实的时候,我才会寂寞。

    有时在我巡回演讲回来,见了许多人讲了许多话后,且经历多得需要整理时我也会感到寂寞。
    于是有那么一会儿,我会感到整个房子又大又空。我不知道此时自我又藏身何处。

    这时,我会给花草浇浇水,挨个瞅瞅,仿佛它们是活生生的人一样。

    或是喂喂两只小猫,亲手做顿饭菜,这样我才能慢慢地重新找回自我。
    有时我会长时间盯着水浪从喷泉中喷涌而出。

    但是当整个世界离我远去自我再次从内心深处浮现,带给我最近的种种经历,

    让我探究,慢慢地领会,当我可以再次同内心潜在力量交流,

    借而成长,焕发新生,直到死神将我们分开时,寂寞又会爬上心头。

    BYE ! BYE!

     
    THANK YOU !
     
    THANK YOU !
     
     

    艾草

     今天的主角是艾草..是艾草 不是爱草 =)  资料来自网络。
     
     
     
    艾草简介:
    别名:艾草、艾叶、艾蒿、家艾。为菊科艾属,学名为Aremisia argyi。

    形态特征:多年生草本,地下根茎分枝多。株高45~120厘米,茎直立,圆形有棱,外被灰白色软毛,茎从中部以上有分枝,茎下部叶在开花时枯萎;中部叶不规则的互生,具短柄;叶片卵状椭圆形,羽状深裂,基部裂片常成假托叶,裂片椭圆形至披针形,边缘具粗锯齿,正面深绿色,稀疏白色软毛,背面灰绿色,有灰色绒毛;上部叶无柄,顶端叶全缘,披针形或条状披针花,头状花序,无梗,多数密集成总状,总苞密被白色绵毛;边花为雌花,7~12朵,常不发育,花冠细弱;中央为两性花,10~12朵。花色因品种不同,有红色、淡黄色或淡裼色。瘦果长圆形,有毛或无毛。

    分布:主要分布于亚洲东部,如朝鲜半岛、日本、蒙古。我国的东北、华北、华东、西南以及陕西及甘肃等均有分布。其适应性强,普遍生长于路旁荒野、草地。只要是向阳而排水顺畅的地方都生长,但以湿润肥沃的土壤生长较好。 在诗经时代,就已经是很重要的民生植物。一般用于针灸术的“灸”。所谓针灸其实分成两个部份。“针”就是拿针刺穴道,而“灸”就是拿艾草点燃之后去薰、烫穴道,穴道受热固然有刺激,但并不是任何纸或草点燃了都能做为“灸”使用。艾草的气味肯定也同时发挥了一定的作用。中国民间用拔火罐的方法治疗风湿病时,以艾草作为燃料效果更佳。

    药用特性:艾草与中国人的生活有着密切的关系,每至端午节之际,人们总是将艾置于家中以“避邪”,秆枯后的株体泡水熏蒸以达消毒止痒,产妇多用艾水洗澡或熏蒸。传统药性理论认为艾叶有理气血,逐寒湿、温经、止血、安胎等作用。现代实验研究证明,艾叶具有抗菌及抗病毒作用;平喘、镇咳及祛痰作用;止血及抗凝血作用;镇静及抗过敏作用;护肝利胆作用等。艾草可作“艾叶茶”、“艾叶汤”、“艾叶粥”等食谱,以增强人体对疾病的抵抗能力。

    艾,别称家艾、艾蒿,菊科,多年草本植物。据广东省中山市中医院主任中药师梅全喜介绍,艾叶用于治病已有2000多年的历史。我国现存第一部方书,战国时期的《五十二病方》中就记载有艾叶的疗效与用法,以后在历代本草中均有记载。在我国盛产优质艾叶的湖北蕲州等地,至今还流传着“家有三年艾,郎中不用来”的谚语。更有不少地方户户种植,家家收藏艾叶。孟子曰:“七年之病,求三年之
    ,可见艾草的药用价值。

    艾叶是《黄帝内经》中提到的为数不多的几种药物之一。中医名著《伤寒论》、《金匮要略》附方中有两个用艾的处方:胶艾汤和柏叶汤。前者为治经寒不调或胞阻胞漏、宫冷不孕症,取艾叶之暖宫止血作用;后方主治出血不止,此二方至今仍是中医临床常用之方。艾用于灸法医病的历史同样很早。在《五十二病方》、《灵枢经》中都有关于艾灸的记载。

    梅全喜介绍说,艾叶在古代的应用不仅仅是通过口服和针灸来治疗疾病,也有不少文献记载应用艾叶烟熏治疗和预防疾病的。如前述《五十二病方》、东晋时期的《肘后备急方》等早期的医学著作中就

    有艾叶烟熏治病的记载。古代民间认为艾叶燃烧产生的烟有防病、避邪的作用,而现代研究证明艾烟有防病、预防瘟疫的作用,因为艾烟对多种致病菌和病毒都有抑制作用。

    据专家介绍,近年来对艾叶的研究更趋深入,在化学成分方面发现艾叶除了含有主要成分挥发油外,还含有鞣质、黄酮、醇、多糖、微量元素及其他有机成分等。在药理研究方面发现艾叶有抗菌、抗病毒、平喘、镇咳、祛痰、抗过敏、止血和抗凝血、增强免疫功能等作用。在临床应用方面,艾叶广泛应用于治疗妇科疾病如崩漏、痛经,治疗呼吸道疾病如支气管炎、肺结核、感冒等。(来自中药网)
     
     
    前几天在电视上看到介绍艾草 说艾灸对腰酸背痛什么关节痛很好。.
    貌似俄娘一天到晚嚷着脖子酸和腰疼的... 恩。.哪天去药房买了给她灸灸8||
    实在不行,就去哪个小山坡拔些艾草回来晒干 哈哈哈|||
    P,S 说适合身体虚的人..内热或者阳盛体质不适合。=)

     

     

    Dreams On Fire

     
    You are my waking dream
    You're all that's real to me
    You are the magic in the world I see

    You are the prayer I sing
    You brought me to my knees
    You are the faith that made me believe

    Dreams on fire
    Higher n higher
    Passions burning
    Right on the pyre

    Once for, forever yours
    In me
    All your heart
    Dreams on fire
    Higher n higher


    You are my ocean waves
    You are my thought each day
    You are the laughter from childhood games

    You are the spark of dawn
    You are where I belong
    You are the ache I feel in every song

    Dreams on fire
    Higher n higher
    Passions burning
    Right on the pyre

    Once for, forever yours
    In me
    All your heart
    Dreams on fire
    Higher n higher  
     
     
     
         坏脾氣怎麽改..怎麽改得了..
     
      剛開始聼得只是伴湊 不過這也不錯..=)

    魔术

     

     

     

    看到这个视频。。。有点想学魔术了。。

    提問:

     
     
    提問: 3L的果汁+5L的牛奶?
    回答:                                                       

    "就在这里啊"

       
    “文件名:就在这里啊
      发件人:長峰美加子(mikako@jcom...)
      收信时间:56.03.25.02:54pm 发信时间:47.09.16.01:35am
      24岁的升君,你好。
      我是15岁的美加子。”
     
       升      :“嗳,美加子,我呢.....”
      美加子:“我啊,升君,我怀念很多东西,因为这里什么都没有,比如说呢……”
      升     :“比如说,夏天的云啊…冰凉的雨啊…秋风的气息啊…”
      美加子:“雨点落在伞上的声音啊…春天松软泥土的触感啊…深夜便利店里令人安心的感觉啊…”
      升     :“还有呢…放学后凉爽的空气…”
      美加子:“黑板擦的味道…”
      升     :“夜里卡车远去的声音…”
      美加子:“黄昏柏油路的味道…。升君,这些东西呢……是我一直……”
      升     :“我一直...想要和美加子一起来感受的……”

       美加子:“嗳,升君?我们虽然距离很远很远,非常非常远”
      升     :“但是思念或许真的可以穿越时间和距离”
      美加子:“升君曾这样想过么?”
      升     :“如果,只有一瞬间,我会想什么呢。美加子,你会想什么呢”
     
      美加子:“我就在这里啊。”
      升  :“我就在这里啊。”
     

    oyo

    爲什麽冬天的陽光那麽的個燦爛乜? 
    透...對的晶瑩剔透| 哈哈 過了額||| 
    一個人對一個人的電腦 做事情 
    然後做雞蛋炒飯 難吃.. 
    爲什麽我老吃到雞蛋殼||| =_=
    半天不說句話 末了一句真不好吃...然後
    擡頭,看窗外樹上的陽光.. 突然想到我要是那樹上的片樹葉會怎麽樣啊?
    很溫暖?不會, 很冷? 不知道 會很害羞? 有點有點 哈哈哈||| 
    樹葉還會害羞? 恩..當然會,
    突然又想到昨天某人打電話給我說要背英語給我聼||| 
    可憐的中國學生阿.. 中文都說不好呢|||  (你再説你自己麽|| 哈哈 不是) 

    想聼人説話,打電話給某人 居然関機 非常好| 
    想看書 不過手上的事還沒忙完...阿...討厭的 我幹嗎非要聼別人的| 
    30號 哦天~````是09還是08阿...
    從昨天在看阿拉蕾 膜拜~`
    邊笑邊抽我桌子 末了說了句 我的手怎麽這麽疼||| 
    哈哈哈哈..哦喲~` 

    剛又偷窺了個同學的日誌. 感嘆|| 造物農人阿 抽我| 
    有門不走偏好個爬窗戶 哎..我好個偷窺

    那誰? 你看過蟲師麽? =)

    4ever 羊|||

    forever young.

     

    May God bless and keep you always,  
    May your wishes all come true,  
    May you always do for others  
    And let others do for you.  
    May you build a ladder to the stars 
    And climb on every rung,  
    May you stay forever young,  
    May you grow up to be righteous,
    May you grow up to be true,
    May you always know the truth
    And see the lights surrounding you.
    May you always be courageous,
    Stand upright and be strong,
    May you stay forever young,
    May your hands always be busy,  
    May your feet always be swift, 
    May you have a strong foundation  
    When the winds of changes shift.
    May your heart always be joyful,  
    May your song always be sung,
    May you stay forever young,
    Forever young, forever young, 

     

    居然想到的是Will Young  冷|||


    Larry. Ellison

     
          Graduates of Yale University, I apologize if you have endured this type of prologue before, but I want you to do something for me. Please, take a good look around you. Look at the classmate on your left. Look at the classmate on your right. Now, consider this: five years from now, 10 years from now, even 30 years from now, odds are the person on your left is going to be a loser. The person on your right, meanwhile, will also be a loser. And you, in the middle? What can you expect? Loser. Loserhood. Loser Cum Laude.
     

      "In fact, as I look out before me today, I don't see a thousand hopes for a bright tomorrow. I don't see a thousand future leaders in a thousand industries. I see a thousand losers."

      "You're upset. That's understandable. After all, how can I, Lawrence 'Larry' Ellison, college dropout, have the audacity to spout such heresy to the graduating class of one of the nation's most prestigious institutions? I'll tell you why. Because I, Lawrence "Larry" Ellison, second richest man on the planet, am a college dropout, and you are not.

      "Because Bill Gates, richest man on the planet -- for now, anyway -- is a college dropout, and you are not.

      "Because Paul Allen, the third richest man on the planet, dropped out of college, and you did not.

      "And for good measure, because Michael Dell, No. 9 on the list and moving up fast, is a college dropout, and you, yet again, are not.

      "Hmm . . . you're very upset. That's understandable.

      So let me stroke your egos for a moment by pointing out, quite sincerely, that your diplomas were not attained in vain. Most of you, I imagine, have spent four to five years here, and in many ways what you've learned and endured will serve you well in the years ahead. You've established good work habits. You've established a network of people that will help you down the road. And you've established what will be lifelong relationships with the word 'therapy.' All that of is good. For in truth, you will need that network. You will need those strong work habits. You will need that therapy.

      "You will need them because you didn't drop out, and so you will never be among the richest people in the world. Oh sure, you may, perhaps, work your way up to No. 10 or No. 11, like Steve Ballmer. But then, I don't have to tell you who he really works for, do I? And for the record, he dropped out of grad school. Bit of a late bloomer.

      "Finally, I realize that many of you, and hopefully by now most of you, are wondering, 'Is there anything I can do? Is there any hope for me at all?' Actually, no. It's too late. You've absorbed too much, think you know too much. You're not 19 anymore. You have a built-in cap, and I'm not referring to the mortar boards on your heads.

      "Hmm... you're really very upset. That's understandable. So perhaps this would be a good time to bring up the silver lining.

      Not for you, Class of '2000. You are a write-off, so I'll let you slink off to your pathetic $200,000-a-year jobs, where your checks will be signed by former classmates who dropped out two years ago.

      "Instead, I want to give hope to any underclassmen here today. I say to you, and I can't stress this enough: leave. Pack your things and your ideas and don't come back. Drop out. Start up.

      "For I can tell you that a cap and gown will keep you down just as surely as these security guards dragging me off this stage are keeping me down . . ."

      (At this point The Oracle CEO was ushered off stage.)

         耶鲁的毕业生们,我很抱歉——如果你们不喜欢这样的开场。我想请你们为我做一件事。请你---好好看一看周围,看一看站在你左边的同学,看一看站在你右边的同学。

      请你设想这样的情况:从现在起5年之后,10年之后,或30年之后,今天站在你左边的这个人会是一个失败者;右边的这个人,同样,也是个失败者。而你,站在中间的家伙,你以为会怎样?一样是失败者。失败的经历。失败的优等生。

      说实话,今天我站在这里,并没有看到一千个毕业生的灿烂未来。我没有看到一千个行业的一千名卓越领导者,我只看到了一千个失败者。

          你们感到沮丧,这是可以理解的。为什么,我,埃里森,一个退学生,竟然在美国最具声望的学府里这样厚颜地散布异端?我来告诉你原因。因为,我,埃里森,这个行星上第二富有的人,是个退学生,而你不是。因为比尔·盖茨,这个行星上最富有的人——就目前而言---是个退学生,而你不是。因为艾伦,这个行星上第三富有的人,也退了学,而你没有。再来一点证据吧,因为戴尔,这个行星上第九富有的人——他的排位还在不断上升,也是个退学生。而你,不是。

      ......你们非常沮丧,这是可以理解的。

      你们将来需要这些有用的工作习惯。你将来需要这种'治疗'。你需要它们,因为你没辍学,所以你永远不会成为世界上最富有的人。哦,当然,你可以,也许,以你的方式进步到第10位,第11位,就像Steve。但,我没有告诉你他在为谁工作,是吧?

      根据记载,他是研究生时辍的学,开化得稍晚了些。

      现在,我猜想你们中间很多人,也许是绝大多数人,正在琢磨,'我能做什么?我究竟有没有前途?'当然没有。太晚了,你们已经吸收了太多东西,以为自己懂得太多。你们再也不是19岁了。你们有了'内置'的帽子,哦,我指的可不是你们脑袋上的学位帽。

      嗯......你们已经非常沮丧啦。这是可以理解的。所以,现在可能是讨论实质的时候啦——

      绝不是为了你们,2000年毕业生。你们已经被报销,不予考虑了。我想,你们就偷偷摸摸去干那年薪20万的可怜工作吧,在那里,工资单是由你两年前辍学的同班同学签字开出来的。事实上,我是寄希望于眼下还没有毕业的同学。我要对他们说,离开这里。收拾好你的东西,带着你的点子,别再回来。退学吧,开始行动。

      我要告诉你,一顶帽子一套学位服必然要让你沦落......就像这些保安马上要把我从这个讲台上撵走一样必然......(此时,Larry被带离了讲台)

     

     

    看到这个speech||| 恩,我只想說:

     Larry. Ellison  你是天才。。

    Sum..summer and winter

     
    非常好,一句话把我带回某夏天夜/.
    THANK U. =)
    2008/12/06/19:16
    要保留么? 还是3了8
    啊..
    真利落,
    伪装的真好呢.=) 
     
    他爹的,我怎么又觉得夏天要到了啊|||
    哈哈哈哈|||
    抽我!!!!

    Vincent

     

     

         Vincent Malloy is seven years old,
      Vincent.Malloy今年7岁
      He's always polite and does what he's told.
      他总是很有教养 并且做大人让他做的事
      For a boy his age he's considerate and nice,
      作为一个在这个年纪的男孩子,他是体贴并且优秀的
      But he wants to be just like Vincent Price.
      但是他只想像Vincent.Price一样
      He doesn't mind living with his sister, dog and cat,
      他不介意与妹妹,狗和猫住在一起
      Though he'd rather share a home with spiders and bats.
      尽管他更希望能与蜘蛛和蝙蝠分享他的家
      There he could reflect on the horrors he's invented,
      这可以反映出他恐怖的发明
      And wander dark hallways alone and tormented.
      徘徊在黑暗的大厅、孤独、痛苦
      Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him,
      当他的婶婶来看他的时候,Vincent表现的很好
      But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum.
      但在他的想象中,把她丢进融蜡里然后放进他的蜡像馆
      He likes to experiment on his dog Abacrombie,
      他喜欢在他的狗,Abercrombie身上作实验
      In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie.
      希望着能创造出一个恐怖的僵尸
      So he and his horrible zombie dog,
      所以他有了一只令人恐惧的僵尸狗
      Could go searching for victims in the London fog.
      他可以在伦敦的浓雾中找到献祭用的祭品
      His thoughts aren't only of ghoulish crime,
      他想道:世上只有食尸鬼般恐怖的罪行吗
      He likes to paint and read to pass the time.
      他喜欢用画画或读书打发些时间
      While other kids read books like Go Jane Go,
      当别的孩子读的书都类似于"GO Jane Go!"的时候
      Vincent's favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe.
      Vincent最喜欢的作家是Edgar Allen Poe
      One night while reading a gruesome tale,
      一天晚上,当他在读一本令人害怕的书的时候
      He read a passage that made him turn pale.
      其中一章令他恐惧、苍白
      Such horrible news he could not survive,
      这些文字带给他的恐惧使他不能逃离
      For his beautiful wife had been buried alive.
      因为他美丽的妻子被活埋了
      He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead,
      他挖开她的墓去确定她是否还活着
      Unaware that her grave was his mother's flower bed.
      他并没有意识到那是他母亲的花圃
      His mother sent Vincent off to his room,
      Vincent的母亲将他关在房间里
      He knew he'd been banished to the tower of doom.
      他知道他不得不被驱逐到末日之塔
      Where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life,
      他被判在那儿度过他的一生并长眠
      Alone with a portrait of his beautiful wife.
      孤身一人,只有他美丽的妻子的画像为伴
      While alone and insane, encased in his tomb,
      当他孤独的墓穴中只剩他混乱的思想
      Vincent's mother suddenly burst into the room.
      Vincent的母亲突然猛地推开门
      "If you want to you can go outside and play.
      It's sunny outside and a beautiful day."
      她说:"如果你愿意,你可以出去玩,外面阳光普照,是美好的一天."
      Vincent tried to talk, but he just couldn't speak,
      Vincent试着与她交谈,但是他却不能说话
      The years of isolation had made him quite weak.
      常年的孤独使他变得脆弱
      So he took out some paper, and scrawled with a pen,
      所以他拿出纸潦草地写道:
      "I am possessed by this house, and can never leave it again."
      "我为这座房子着了魔,我再也不愿离开它."
      His mother said, "You're not possessed, and you're not almost dead.
      他的母亲说:"你没有着魔,你也不会马上死去
      These games that you play are all in your head.
      这全都只是你脑子里玩的把戏
      You're not Vincent Price, you're Vincent Malloy.
      你不是Vincent Price,你是Vincent Malloy
      You're not tormented, you're just a young boy."
      你不痛苦也不疯狂,你只是个小男孩 '
      "You're seven years old, and you're my son,
      I want you to get outside and have some real fun."
      你今年7岁并且是我的儿子
      我要你从这里出去并且找些真正的快乐."
      Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall,
      她的愤怒并没有得到回报,她从客厅里出去了
      While Vincent backed slowly against the wall.
      当Vincent慢慢转过身背对着墙的时候
      The room started to sway, to shiver and creak.
      这个房间开始膨胀,颤抖并且咯吱作响
      His horrid insanity had reached its peak.
      他的恐惧和疯狂达到了最高点
      He saw Abacrombie his zombie slave,
      他看着他的Abercrombie,他的僵尸奴隶
      And heard his wife call from beyond the grave.
      并且听见他的妻子的声音穿过墓穴呼唤他
      She spoke from her coffin, and made ghoulish demands.
      她在棺材里对他说话,像个食尸鬼一样请求他
      While through cracking walls reached skeleton hands.
      这时,从咯吱作响的墙壁中伸出了骷髅的手臂
      Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams,
      每一次恐怖的经历不知不觉都来到他的梦里
      Swept his mad laugh to terrified screams.
      淹没了他疯狂的大笑声使他陷入恐惧和惊吓
      To escape the madness, he reached for the door,
      为了从疯狂中逃离,他伸出手去开门
      But fell limp and lifeless down on the floor.
      但他摔倒了,没有生气的倒在地板上
      His voice was soft and very slow,
      As he quoted The Raven from Edgar Allen Poe,
      他的声音轻柔又缓慢
      他引用了Edgar Allen的诗<Raven>:
      "And my soul from out that shadow floating on the floor,
        Shall be lifted--Nevermore!"
           "我的灵魂离开这个阴影时
     
          飘浮在地板上的这些谎言
            会被留下吗?
            决不........."

    You are The Star

    You are The Star

    Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

    The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

    The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

    What Tarot Card are You?
    Take the Test to Find Out.

    I Gave My Life

    Friska Viljor
     
    Lyrics to I Gave My Life :
    I gave my life

    For the people that I liked

    It concerns everyone

    Cause their lives has just begun



    I gave my life

    For the people that I liked

    But since then I have found

    That they stabbed me from behind, ah



    [2x]

    I gave my life

    For the pride in being right

    Now they’ve changed what I’ve done

    And my grave is danced upon (ah)



    [2x]

    I gave my life

    Thinking all my thoughts would die

    Now I’m caught in between

    And my mind works double speed (ah)



    [2x]

    I gave my life

    For my love and friends around

    Now they’re hanging about

    With each other every night (ah)



    Dios mio, mi amigo, donde esta, donde esta
    ( 这两句什么意思?||| 囧)
    Dios mio, mi amore, donde esta, donde esta



    [2x]

    I gave my life

    For a noble cause of mine

    Preaching things would be safe

    That took me out of this race (ah)



    I gave my life

    For the people that I liked

    It concerns everyone

    Cause their lives has just begun



    I gave my life

    For the pride in being right

    Now they’ve changed what I’ve done

    And my grave is danced upon



    I gave my life

    For my love and friends around

    Now they’re hanging about

    With each other every night



    I gave my life

    Thinking all my thoughts would die

    Now I’m caught in between

    And my mind works double speed



    I gave my life

    For a noble cause of mine

    Preaching things would be safe

    That took me out of this race



    I gave my life

    To myself and now it seems

    To be wasted away

    Because things have stayed the same

    戏谑般的调调..=)
    GOOGLE出下面的诗~`~`=)

    I Gave My Life For Thee

    我曾捨命為你
    I Gave My Life For Thee

    韓菲吉爾

    Frances Ridley Havergel

    我曾捨命為你,我血為你流出,
    救你從死復起,使你罪過得贖。
    為你為你我命曾捨,你捨何事為我?
    為你為你我命曾捨,你捨何事為我?

    I gave My life for thee, My precious blood I shed,
    That thou might'st ransomed be, And quickened from the dead;
    I gave I gave My life for thee, What hast thou giv'n for Me?
    I gave I gave My life for thee, What hast thou giv'n for Me?

     

    這首詩歌是韓菲吉爾女士(Miss Frances Ridley Havergel,1836-1879)所作,她是英國聖公會一位牧師的女兒,而這位牧師在韓女士幼年時,不幸因罹患眼疾而導致雙目幾乎失明,但他仍能專心為聖詩譜曲,他的作品對當時英國教會,有很大的貢獻。韓女士十一歲便喪母,但自幼受到她父親的鼓勵與影響,而特別愛好音樂,尤其貝多芬與孟德爾頌等作家的一些名曲,她幾乎不用看譜就能彈得出來,可說是位音樂天才;不但如此,她七歲就能寫詩,並經常發表在教會雜誌上,這都是她努力下功夫所換來的。

    在她二十三歲那年,她到德國一位牧師家中作客,當她疲倦的來到書房坐了下來,抬頭正好看見耶穌釘十字架的圖畫,似乎覺得耶穌的雙眼正在看著她,然後他仔細看到圖畫下面,有兩行字:"我為你這樣死了,你為我做了什麼?",當時她受了很大的感動而立刻拿起筆來,將心中的感觸寫了下來。可是寫完之後,又覺得沒有將心中的想法完全表達出來,便將它揉成一團,丟進火爐裏想把它燒掉,結果她又後悔了,趕緊將它從火中搶了回來,幸好還來的及,只燒焦了旁邊一點點,後來她去拜訪一位貧民院的老太太,順便試看看這位老太太對這首詩有何反應,沒想到老太太太喜歡了,於是韓女士便將它重抄一遍,拿給她父親尋求意見,她父親覺得相當滿意,並為它譜曲(可惜本首不是用此曲),隔年後,便印成單張發行,深受好評,且後來被選入教會詩集。本首詩之第一句"我曾捨命為你(I Gave My Life For Thee)",後因別人的建議而改為"救主為我捨命(Thy Life Was Given For Me)"。


    很抱歉,,让你们看到这样的爱。。
    对什么都没所谓又似乎对什么都有所谓..
    只是想说那样冷漠没有一点情绪的爱不是爱。=)
    恩。。这样有些些心安理得了。笑~``
    希望没有伤害到你们也没伤害到爱....

    Where does it come from?
    它从何而来?
    This quest, this need to solve life's mysteries when the simplest of quetions can never be answered.
    这种渴望 这种需求 想去揭开生命奥秘却从未有过答案
    Why we here? 
    我们为什么在这?
    What is the soul?
    灵魂是什么?
    Why do we dream?
    我们为什么做梦?
    Perheps we'd better of not looking at all.
    漠不关心也许更好
    Not delving, not yearning.
    不钻研 不渴求知晓
    That's not human nature.'
    这不是人类的本性
    Not the human heart.
    也不是人类的心意
    That is not why we are here. 
    更不是我们存在的目的


    The earth is large.
    世界之大
    Large enough that you think you can hide from anything.
    大到你认为你可以躲过任何东西
    From fate. From god.
    躲过命运 躲过上帝
    If only you found a place far enough away.
    只要你能找到一个够遥远的地方
    So you run.
    所以 你逃跑了

    You can run far.
    你可以逃的很远
    You can take your small precautions.
    你也可以小心谨慎
    But have you really gotten away?
    但是你真的能一走了之吗
    Can you ever escape?
    你逃的掉吗
    Or is the truth that you do not have the strength or cunning to hide from destiny.
    或者事实是你根本没有力量和才智去逃避命运
    But the world is not small, you are.
    但是世界并不渺小 而你却是
    And fate can find you anywhere.
    不管到哪 命运都能找到你




                                         希望。