This is where I cried 4 heLP.

寫寫文8。寫寫文8

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 06:42:44 GMT

寫寫文8至少證明這個地方沒有被你遺忘。

寫寫文8起碼讓人覺得你還有傾訴望

寫寫文8表示下你對將來還憧憬着

寫寫文8發表下你無痛無恙小牢騷

寫寫文8讓人不覺得你那麽無聊

寫寫文8鄙視下那些變態的人們

寫寫文8感嘆下你可悲的生活

寫寫文8寫寫文8 哀求你。

一個人到底有多少秘密到底可以藏多少秘密到底可以守住多少秘密。

可以笑多久？我們。

你真得很麻煩無恥。

我是說你，愛。

寫給愛のlife的話。

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 04:06:19 GMT

愛のlife:

真是抱歉，無故討厭排斥了你那麽久.. 是愛的不好，.你什麽都沒有做錯，可是愛卻一直埋怨、不屑甚至因爲你的存在而感到羞愧，'cuz u r empty.。愛真是十足的笨蛋。呵呵。是愛太無知，沒有決心改變你的能力和勇氣。懦弱、膽小怕事的愛才真的令人討厭。

「沒關係…不用那麽自責不怪你…J」

噯/。你總是這樣寵着愛。愛才會那樣任性無理取鬧…不過愛已經知道錯了額。=）我會努力將你改變，徹底的改變。就像被施了魔法一樣。唔/。不相信世界有魔法麽？呵呵…愛是相信的並且深信不疑。:] 你也記得那句對白阿，“你還沒有變成孫悟空是還沒有遇到給你三顆痣的人…”所以啦，我們總有一天會遇到那個能我們施魔法的人。

噯/。剛才愛のheart說，「只有愛和美少年是她的最愛，現在沒有多餘的位置容的下第仨個人…」呵呵，真是不懂事，愛のheart 我知道你很害羞可你要知道啊，儅遇到那個魔法師的時候，你就會把位置全騰出來讓給他了。呵/。不相信好8 我們等着。。=)

「讓我們一起努力8 一起等那個魔法師出現！」

真是感動，愛のlife 還是你最了解愛。=）嗯，説好了…。

這是給你的承諾//…愛會讓你認識更多的人，看到更多美好的事和物，會努力充實你，讓你每天都開心…決不會在抱怨嫌棄你//。。。我會盡最大的努力做好這些，讓你引我為榮…

你是因爲愛而存在的，所以愛有責任將你變得更像愛自己。=）時間喏，請你幫忙額...要讓愛記住這些…愛總是記性不好經常忘事//。呵呵…

噯//。愛のstomach 你說什麽？「如果你忘記了…我就會讓你疼//。」不要了8，我花了好長時間才把你養好的阿。不用那麽殘忍8//。=）玩笑//。我會努力不忘記。

所以啦//。愛のlife 安心啦。有時閒，有愛，在。我們都會慢慢好起來的。額||| 你看，理想已經跑到最前面了| 跑得真快，腿長的傢伙。讓人嫉妒…

現在不管別人怎麽評價愛，天真也好，無知也好，殘廢也好，懦弱也好，庸俗無趣也好，一無是處也好，癡心妄想也好//…愛都不會再因爲你們而討厭自己了，… =) 只有愛知道愛最怕什麽，最大的缺點是什麽，最想要得是什麽..愛是世界上獨一無二的愛，盡管如此不堪//。愛會因爲愛存在在這個世界上而更愛自己多一點。更堅強一點。

「可是.. 愛，你忽視了我的存在阿」蛤/。愛の酒窩你說什麽//。「我的存在是用來微笑的阿」

噢~``` 呵呵。明白了。想讓更多人看到你麽？「是...」愛の酒窩也認真起來了呢。好，我會讓更多人認識你。… :]

愛のmouth 爲什麽要道歉啊？…. 你是想說是因爲你不太會説話，不懂得如何表達自己所以那些人才不了解愛？真是傻瓜叻，呵呵.. 愛是相信有那些不需要愛如何解釋也能很懂愛的人存在//.. 這個是時間不好額.. 每次她都出錯…粗心傢伙|| 可是額。她答應過愛會讓愛與他/她們遇上的。愛滿心憧憬。：）

嗯。這些都是要對你說的…愛のlife 接下來，我們要一起去追理想了哦~`

愛のlegs 你也準備好開始奔跑了乜？=) 喲西~````

額||| 明天，你在偷笑什麽啊？

不用這樣8|||

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:14:30 GMT

如題。無力|

不用每次格式的都那麽乾淨8||

留下點回憶好不好。心傷。

555555 。。慾哭無淚。心徹底傷||

每次都這樣...有點創意好不好。要瘋掉！！！

我想我很適合當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著

你知道就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了最後誰也都蒼老
　《小情歌》

3月22日：世界水日。。。３/２２

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 07:03:39 GMT

Sorry, Blame It on Me

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
生活繼續著，我開始越來越多地學會承擔責任
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
我意識到自己做的每件事都在影響著身邊的人
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
所以我想要借此機會，爲我所做的事情
And things that have not occurred yet
和那些從未發生過的事情
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
還有那些他們不願意爲之負責的事情道歉。
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
對不起，我一次次的把你留在家中
I was on the road and you were alone
我在路上，而你孤單一人
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
對不起，我必須一次次離開
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
我爲我不瞭解的事實道歉。
That you were sitting home just wishing we
你呆在家裏只是盼望著我們
Could go back to when it was just you and me
可以回到過去，那個只有你和我的時光
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
對不起，我一次次地忽視
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
抱歉我一次次地無禮
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
我爲我曾犯過的錯誤道歉
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
對不起，我不能總陪在兒子的身邊
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
我爲我沒有意識到的事情道歉
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
當我不在的時候你無法入睡
Because I am in the streets like everyday
因爲我每天都走在大街上
Sorry for the things that I did not say
我爲我沒有說過的事情道歉
Like how you are the best thing in my world
比如，在我的世界裏，你才是最美好的所在。
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
我是多麽驕傲的呼喚你，我的女孩
I understand that there are some problems
我知道有很多的問題
And I am not too blind to know
我並非一無所知
All the pain you kept inside you
那些在你內心深處的傷痛
Even though you might not show
即使你沒有表現出來
If I can apologize for being wrong
如果我可以爲我的錯誤道歉
Then it’s just a shame on me
我感到非常慚愧
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
你因爲我而傷心，你可以責備我
You can put the blame on me
你可以責怪我
Said you can put the blame on me
說你可以責怪我
You can put the blame on me
你可以責怪我
Sorry for the things that he put you through
我爲我讓你難過而道歉
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
使你一直不知所措
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
我爲你所要承受的一切而道歉
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
努力使自己忙碌起來，直到你聽父親說話
And you would rather be home with all your kids
你就會回家陪在你孩子的身邊
As one big family with love and bliss
就像一個充滿了愛和祝福的大家庭
And even though Pops treated us like kings
即使名人們像對待國王一樣對待我們
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
他娶了第二任妻子，你並不同意
He got up and left you there all alone
他把你留在孤獨中
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
我很抱歉你必須獨自承擔
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
我很抱歉我的離開加重了你的痛苦
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
我很抱歉你的兒子曾經是一個小偷
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
我很抱歉我成長得太快
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
我希望我沒聼過，我希望一切還不太糟糕
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
我很抱歉你的生活脫離了軌道
I’m sorry the FEDS came and took me away
我很抱歉FEDS 來了，把我帶走
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
我很抱歉過了這麽久我才發現
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
他們想要把這些強加於我是多麽的荒謬
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
我很抱歉花了這麽長時間才說出來
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
但是我當時在和Gwen Stefani（no doubt主唱）做巡迴演唱會
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
我很抱歉由她經手處理的一切
For the embarrassment that she felt
爲此她所感到的尷尬
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
只是一個小女孩想嘗試取樂
Her daddy should never let her out that young
在她那麽年輕的時候，她爸爸永遠不會讓她出門
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
我很抱歉Club Zen關門
I hope they manage better next time around
我希望下一次他們能經營得好一些
How was I to know she was underage
我怎麽會知道她還未成年
Enter 21 you know the club they say
進入21世紀，你知道，俱樂部會說
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
爲什麽任何人都不想被責備
For rising back out disgracing my name
爲了詆毀我的名譽而冒險
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
我只是一個嘗試娛樂大衆的歌手
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
因爲我愛我的歌迷，我承擔了責備
Even though the blame’s on you
即使指責是針對你的
I’ll take that blame from you
我依然會爲你承擔這些責備
And you can put that blame on me
你可以把責任推到我的身上

3月22日1987年。 Hap²y Birthday 2 love²cho. :)

You're livin in a dreamworld.....

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:30:03 GMT

ti:dreamworld
ar:Rilo Kiley
al:Under The Blacklight

she was the girl with the string around her neck
with the boy who could only give her less
it could be more if she learned to never expect
and now she's her and him and then a baby.
Next,the wedding bells won't ring, but she could care less,
how you exist, when you're living in a dreamworld.
you're livin in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld
he grew up drinking milk from the cow, from the farm
he was the traders fathers, fathers, father
his father made him go give back to his country
he gave his both knees overseas to fight the disease
it's spreading fast over maps and it don't look back,
when you're living in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld
yeah you're livin in a dreamworld
it is a lie in science fiction waits,
just like a journey to see on free time
three times the size of the people that came before
me and you and what we'd do for money
this greed and jealousy turn to need
see, i'm a man with a plan to use my head
touch your nose, you're the girl who wanted more
now baby, the story has faded from love to lie.
the clover under your feet is shooting stars in the night.
the people under your feet are shooting stars in the night.
the people, all that you meet, they're living in a dreamworld.
you're livin in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld
you're livin in a dreamworld

聼了一下午的。you're livin in a dreamworld... 頭疼|||

可能8。俄們都只是生活在一個dreamworld sighs~`

昨天做了一巨奇怪的夢。居然有c在|

呵呵。果然是在做夢。

昨天。陽光實在好。"勾引"俄出去。哈哈。

只是亂走。坐了公交下錯了站。故意的。：）

完全的陌生。雖然我一直呆在這城市。

走啊走啊走...看到地鐵站。

上地鐵到玄武站下。

於是走啊走啊走。遇到書店。停下。看看。翻幾本。

又走啊走啊走。外面陽光真是大好。

走的俄一點不疲憊。街上漂亮姐姐多啊。哈哈|

路過南大的時候看到一辣妹這個天俄看穿着大衣。

那姑娘已經穿迷你的連衣裙咯。啊。腿真是漂亮。

哈哈哈||| 俄不是故意要看。可惜得是個外國妹。

到後門的時候。看到幾個美少年打扮得很潮

可惜說的也不是中文。鬱悶|||

哎~```````

然後又走啊走啊走。

看到車站。等車。回家。

啊。舒服。

回家我爸問。去哪了。

我說。散步。

從2點多散到7點。。呵呵。

啊。今天你西瓜了沒？：）

_/~↘ 碎碎念啊。

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 07:46:51 GMT

如題。很碎很念。

又一次被打擊到心碎||| 而且是被俄媽|

今天去買衣服，俄媽問，

“要買什麽樣的衣服啊？”“買俄喜歡的啊。>////<”

“你也不是十幾嵗的人了，買幾件正經的衣服啦。”

……………………

（啊。T^T 好清脆的broken聲|||怎麽俄以前買的都不是正經的衣服|| orz）

好8...可是俄確實不是在裝嫩啊。=。=

好8...要聼母親大人的話。

這是一件事。還有...

如果俄有好多好多好多好多的錢啊。

要買個大的農場，

個美麗的沙灘。還有好多好多的森林。

買農場是爲了養各種各樣的動物，

買沙灘是爲了讓不能去沙灘的人有機會去啊。陽光..大海..沙灘

買森林是爲了不讓樹木遭到亂砍伐阿。

額|||| 說的俄像救世主似的..

所以。要很多很多很多的錢|||錢！！！錢！！

錢！！！！！！！

Sinead O'Connor，王菲她們兩很像。

不是聲音，不是外貌不是氣質。

而是味道。

她們唱歌的時候都很有媽媽的味道。:)

還有要碎得。

啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！

是啦。我好嫉妒！！很嫉妒！！！好好嫉妒！！

爲什麽別人能做好的事，我就不能！！

是膽小8。哎~！！

神呐....愛不要美少年咯..賜給俄些些勇氣8 >///<

有能力變得堅強一點。

噯？勇氣和美少年之間是等價的麽？||||

超級不等价啦。T^T^T

2100年。3/22。星期一。愛。113嵗。

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:38:58 GMT

(Ada)    "Dear Mr. Inman,l began by counting the days,then the months.
           l don't count on anything anymore except the hope that you will return,
           and the silent fear that in the years since we saw each other,
            this war, this awful war, will have changed us both beyond all reckoning. "

(Ada) "l think now ..
             on the fleeting moments between us
             and wish I could repair them.
             My awkward nature,the things left unsaid. "

(Ada) "When I came with my father to the town of Cold Mountain,
             l was so shy of how I looked,so out of place.
            But did you know how happy I was to escape from Charleston,
            from a world of slaves and corsets and cotton?"

-Was there something in particular you wished to say to me?
-Not that comes to me, I'll say thank you,,, for the cider,

- Were you never planning to come inside?
- I'm wetter than a fish,
- There's a good fire going,
- I'm all right,
(Ada sighs)
-You're always carrying a tray,
- I was going to take some root beer over to the Negroes,
- Somebody said you were enlisting, Are you?
- If there is a war, we'll all fight,
- Did you get a picture made?
- Say again?
- A tintype, with your musket and your courage on display,
- You're laughin' at me,
- I don't know you,
- This doesn't come out right,If it were enough just to stand,without the words...
- It is,It is,
- You... Look,Look, Look at the sky now,What color is it? Or the way,,, a hawk flies?
Or you wake up...and your ribs are bruised thinking so hard on somebody,
What do you call that?..
  ....I'll do that,I can't get much wetter,

(Ada)   "What if you are killed,and I'll never see you again?"
            "You said after a few years I would barely remember your name."
            "Oh, lnman.It is more than three years,and I remember your name. "

- You might be safer back in Charleston,
- But then who'll be waiting for you?

(Ada)   "Dear Mr, lnman,,,Since you've left,
              time has been measured out in bitter chapters.
            Last fall, my poor father died.
             Our farm at Black Cove is abandoned.
             Every house in these mountains touched by tragedy.
             Each day the dread...of learning who has fallen...
             who will not return from this terrible war.
             And no word from you.
             Are you alive?
             l pray to God you are.
            This war is lost on the battlefield.
             and is being lost twice over by those who stayed behind.
             I'm still waiting,as I promised I would.
             But I find myself alone and at the end of my wits...
             too embarrassed to keep taking from those who can least afford to give.
             My last thread of courage now is to put my faith in you...
             and to believe I will see you again.
             So now I say to you, plain as I can...
             if you are fighting, stop fighting.
            lf you are marching, stop marching.
             Come back to me,
             Come back to me is my request.."

(Ada) "Yesterday,I saw you walkin' back to me...or thought I did.
            l found myself crouching over Sally Swanger's well...
           ... Iike a madwoman staring into its secrets.
         Was it you I saw walking home to me,
           or was it your ghost?
           After so long,
          I know I must learn to survive on my own and accept you will not return.
           And yet I cannot. I cannot. "

- I could be at killin',,,for days,
  my feet against the feet of my enemy,And I always killed him,
He never killed me,I don't know why,
- Gave it a try, to look at ya,
- Yeah, I guess he did,
- See, I think there's a plan,There's a design for each and every one of us,
You look at nature,
Bird flies somewhere, picks up a seed,shits the seed out, plant grows,
Bird's got a job,shit's got a job, seed's got a job,
And you've got a job,

"Sometimes,,,just readin' the name of a place,,,
near home,,,Sorell Cove,Bishop's Creek,
Those places belonged to people before us,
To the Cherokee,
What did he call Cold Mountain?
How could a name,,,not even a real name,,,break your heart?
It's her,She's the place I'm headin',
And I hardly know her,I hardly know her!
And I just can't seem to get back to her."

"To have traveled so far,from east to west,a thousand terrible miles. "
My feet treadin' all God's surface ..
his ocean, his swamps,his slopes and ridges -to find myself, at last,
a mark in the aching snow,from whence I beheld through a blue haze
a world of mountains piled upon mountains,"

"My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods.
Time will change it, I'm well aware,as winter changes the trees.
My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath.
A source of little visible delight,but necessary,
He's always,,,always in my mind,"

(Ada) "My love, where are you?
"With no hope of reaching you,
I write to you,as I always do,as I have always done. "

- I'm sorry,I was tryin' to be quiet,
- Did you get my letters?
- I got three letters,I carried them,
   I carried them in the book you gave me,The Bartram,
- I probably sent 1 03,Did you write to me?
- Whenever I could,If you never got them, I can summarize,
- No, No, no,
- "l pray you are well,l pray I am in your thoughts,
    you are all that keeps me from slidin' into some dark place.
- How did I keep you?
   We barely knew each other,It was a few moments,
- A thousand moments,
   They're like a bag,,,of tiny diamonds,
   Don't matter if they're real or things I made up,
   The shape of your neck,That's real,
   The way you felt under my hands when I pulled you to me,
- You were plowing a field,
-  You were carrying a tray,
- You wouldn't come in,
- No, I wouldn't go in,
- So that's why I had to carry a tray,
So I could come out to see you,
- That kiss, Which I kissed every day of my walking,
- Every day I was waiting,
   Longing, Longing to see your face,
- If you could see my inside,,,Now, whatever you wanna name it -
   my spirit? That's what I fear,I think I'm ruined,
They kept tryin' to put me in the ground,But I wasn't ready,
- lnman,,,
- But if I had,,, if I had goodness,I lost it,
   If I had anything tender in me,I shot it dead,
How could I write to you after what I done,what I seen?

- Isn't there some religion where you just have to say "l marry you" three times,and you're man and wife?
- I marry you,
   I marry you,
   I marry you,
- Why is that funny?
    I think it's "l divorce you" three times and you're not married anymore,
-  I can wait for you,
- Oh, lnman,
    I marry you, I marry you,
    I marry you,I marry you, I marry you,

昨天看h&c..看到句話。

有一天，因為坐在電車裏百無聊賴，於是便隨便檢索手機裏的記事簿，

發覺年曆設定到2099年，在2099年，我的生日是星期天。

我在那天設定了自動鳴叫功能。

但是，可以肯定，到時候我已經不再世上了。

我突然意識到“原來自己有一天也會死去”.....

今天下午突然想起來。於是拿着手機翻。
看到。2100年。3/22。星期一。愛。113嵗。
呵呵。滿無聊的愛。：]

啊。。看時間。2008/2/22 22：22：14

換成13。多好。呵。

Freezin'

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:40:11 GMT

就只是一下下。。。像被人點穴了一樣。

不能動彈。腦子還沒反應過來。

是這樣麽。

覺得渾身都好冷。可是.......

左手摸摸頭。低頭微笑。

恩。不嫉妒。只是。

有些羡慕。Anyway....

They're like a bag....of tiny diamonds
Don't matter if they're real or things I made up.

thank you.

既然清楚明白自己要什麽了。就認真一點。：]

愛。

亮粉色。

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 06:06:55 GMT

看來還是討厭數字四呢。現在也是。:)

長長的嘆氣先。討厭開學額。討厭喝涼得開水。

討厭那麽多的人。唉*∞

討厭自己不夠堅強。

是懦弱麽/。堅定的。:)

胃好難受。一直難受。

恩嗯。米綫是不能吃的。

糖也不能多吃。:)

找不到合適的look。

陽光很好。今。:)

A。夏天又要來了。討厭額。

Until yoU

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 16:05:09 GMT

Shayne Ward -----> Until You

Baby, life was good to me,
But you just made it better.
I love the way you stand by me,
Through any kind of weather.

Baby, it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted,
You never know what's missing,
Till you get everything you need,
I don't wanna run away,
Just wanna make your day.

When you feel the world is on your shoulders,
I don't wanna make it worse.
Just wanna make us work,
Baby tell me I will do whatever.

See it was enough to know,
If I ever let you go.
I would be no one,
'Cos I never thought I'd feel,
All the things you made me feel.
I wasn't looking for someone.
Until you...

It feels like nobody ever knew me; until you knew me,

Feels like nobody ever loved me; until you loved me,

Feels like nobody ever touched me; until you touched me.

頭疼的要窒息。怎麽這...。
可是。。。
竟然寫不出完整的句子來。可悲。
只能拷貝些歌詞。僅僅。
這裡。反反復復。逃不出去。只能回來。

..There
Nobody..
Until you...
I wasn't looking for someone..
Until you..
feels like nobody ever knew me..

Until you knew me..
Feels like nobody ever me..

Until you me..

Love²cho

p.s白天無意聽到的美男Shayne Ward的歌。。。

endless sighs~``

還是那句 ——>

“神呐。。賜給俄一個美少年8。orz”

haha||||||| 囧

ㄥōγé½。

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 07:57:16 GMT

　　
　　ROSEY LOVE

Love, I am so different
Love, I am so different than before
Love, can I be loved
Love,could I ever really be loved
Love, if you ever find me I wonder
Will you try me I'm so different than before
Love, the kind that I've dreamed of
Well let's stop right here inside of me love

Love, where are you waiting
In dark and smoky room I hear you singing to me
Love, let my voice take you and the song we make would be so different than before

The word is out, the time is gone
Begin again remember my love
Make it strong
Stretching out to everyone
Nothing replays
This is what I want, this is what I make
Every little thing gonna be alright
One day or so you'll be my love
This time you won't mistake me
I'm ready love for you to take me with you

my love I know you'll show me the words
and never tell me so diffrent than before

                  Love。 I am so different than before。
　　　         ╰ァ love²cho

                                               回家。和我。一起。 :]

某些人。某些事。

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:59:46 GMT

有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。
有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。
有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。
有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。

人有时候，总是很讽刺。一转身可能就是一世。
说好永远的，不知怎么就散了。
最后自己想来想去竟然也搞不清当初是什么原因分开彼此的。
然后，你忽然醒悟，感情原来是这么脆弱的。
经得起风雨，却经不起平凡；风雨同船，天晴便各自散了。也许只是赌气，也许只是因为小小的事。
幻想着和好的甜蜜，或重逢时的拥抱，那个时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，还傻笑着。
该是多美的画面。没想到的是，一别竟是一辈子了。
于是，各有各的生活，各自爱着别的人。
曾经相爱，现在已互不相干。
即使在同一个小小的城市，也不曾再相逢。
某一天某一刻，走在同一条街，也看不见对方。
先是感叹，后来是无奈。
也许你很幸福，因为找到另一个适合自己的人。
也许你不幸福，因为可能你这一生就只有那个人真正用心在你身上。

戒指

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 10:31:42 GMT

　戒指的历史悠久。根据一些民俗学家的研究，古代的婚戒，是从脚裸和手臂上的圆环演变而成。戴了指环，就表示佩戴者已属于某个部落的一个男人所有，以防其他异性介入或横刀夺爱。
　　古罗马男子最初送戒指给未来太太作求婚只用。这类戒指是用铁制的，在戒指上的图案是一男一女的右手相互紧握。后来，他们用黄金和中低档宝石，铸成或雕成浮雕，通常上有希腊文“OMONIA”，意思是：和谐。在接下来的七百多年，此习沿袭不衰。在法国，戒指上以“bonne foi”表示；在意大利，戒指上则用“fede”一字代替。后来有些戒指上的图案是相互扭在一起的钢缆，编织成辫状，或者打同心结，这都象征婚姻的牢固。欧洲人从七世纪开始，便相信戒指使两个相爱的个体一脉相通。典型的拜占庭古董戒指，用浮雕手法雕刻出一对夫妻站在一起，面对基督，代表接受祝福。那个时期的结婚戒指宗教气息浓厚，戒指在婚姻仪式中占着极重要的位置。
　　1477年，奥地利皇帝马克西姆一世赠送了一枚钻石戒指给他的未婚妻法国的玛丽公主，他将钻戒套在公主的无名指上。无名指依据古埃及人的传说，内有直接通往心脏的爱情之脉。从此馈赠钻石戒指这一浪漫传统便流传下来。

　　在古代，戒指佩戴有等级之分，佩戴方式和数量也无规可循。从埃及出土的木乃伊棺材上的木雕女人像中，可以看到女人左手的五个手指、右手的两个手指都戴着戒指。当时的埃及人认为左手有资格戴戒指，尤其是在无名指上戴的戒指最多。戒指用材有黄金、银、青铜、贝壳、软石、紫水晶等等。平民百姓还用陶土烧制成戒指，然后涂上氧化铜、蓝、或绿色。在两只手上戴很多戒指的风俗，从埃及流传到希腊、罗马。
　　在罗马帝国时代，人们随心所欲地戴戒指，甚至达到疯狂的程度。不论男女除了中指其余八个手指均戴戒指，更有甚者在手指关节的上下都戴上戒指。 (等俄有錢了十指全戴上鑽的再帶腳趾的 kkk~``）罗马人最初用铁来制作戒指，后来受希腊人影响，开始用黄金做戒指。但是起初纯金戒指仅供派遣国外的使者佩戴。外交官在任职地区佩戴纯金戒指以显示他们所处地位的崇高。这种规定后来放宽了，元老院议员、执政官、政府的高级官吏等有特权的人都可以戴，逐渐地，自由民，士兵等也都准许佩戴金戒指了，但改变了奴隶身份的人则只许戴银的，奴隶则只可以戴铁的。经过几个世纪，到君士坦丁大帝时（公元六世纪），任何人都可以戴金戒指了。据罗马的哲学家辛尼加（公元前一世纪）的记载，当时的元老院议员们双手戴六个戒指，夏天和冬天佩戴戒指的重量各不相同。公元三世纪的罗马皇帝伊拉噶巴拉斯由于疯狂奢侈而被暗杀。他以不重复戴同一戒指而闻名。
　　戴戒指看个性：
　　如今，戒指是大多数女性的必备品，而且在男士中也非常流行。依据戒指佩戴位置的不同、色彩选择的不同，能反映出佩戴者的个性与喜好。例如，佩戴钻石戒指就有说法：
　　戴在小指上，表示单身；
　　戴在无名指上，是已结婚或订婚；
　　戴在食指上，表示想结婚；
　　戴在中指上，就是在恋爱中。
　　而有些人喜欢戴戒指，并非代表已婚或者订婚，而仅仅是一种装饰。就是这种随意的装饰，恰恰反映了佩戴者不凡的个性。如：
　　把戒指戴在食指上的人，性格较偏激和倔强；
　　把戒指戴在右手中指上的人，心理平衡，态度客观；
　　把戒指戴在左手中指上的人，有责任感，重视家庭生活；
　　把戒指戴在小指上的人，每每妄自菲薄，有些自卑；
　　把戒指戴在无名指上的人，比较随和，愿意过平凡的生活，不大计较得失。
　　男性戴纯银戒指，表示性情温和，容易迁就他人，容易沟通。
　　男性喜欢戴K金戒指，则较重利，非常会做生意。
　　男性喜欢戴翠玉戒指，表示有实力，也有品位，注重素质，办事严谨。
　　注重首饰款式而不大计较宝石贵贱，或喜欢戴自己设计的戒指者，表示有创意和艺术气息。
　　喜欢粉红钻石、蛋面珊瑚，多数感情丰富和浪漫。
　　喜欢红宝石、红碧玺戒指者，较为热情。
　　喜欢海蓝宝石或蓝宝石戒指者，较内向与冷淡。
　　喜欢祖母绿或绿松石戒指者，则感情脆弱。
　　不喜欢戒指有纹饰者，是个坚信爱情的人。
　　戴戒指应该注意：
　　戴在食指上的戒指，要求有立体感的造型。款式可以夸张，材料和用石不必追求高档。
　　戴在中指上的戒指，要求大气、有重量感，能够给人以较正式、积极的感觉。
　　戴在无名指的戒指，适合正统造型，因为其位置最适中，视觉上平衡感最好，所以，能够显示正统造型的美感。
　　戴在小指上的戒指，适合可爱、秀气的造型，因为小手指给人以女性化的感觉。
　　手指修长，适宜宽戒和有体积感的戒指，但整体要求不笨重、累赘，指圈过细、主石太小的戒指，与手指比例不适当，看起来显得太弱小。
　　肥胖型的手适合戴螺旋造型的戒指，且用金量较大，这样能使手指稍显纤细。
　　短粗型的手可选择流线造型的戒指。
　　另外，在戒指组合佩戴时也要注意副戒不能“喧宾夺主”，而且将戒指戴在食指上时，一般不需要副戒陪衬。除此之外，戒指与服装、指甲油和服饰的色彩相衬，相统一也是佩戴时应注意的要点。
　　指上心愿：
　　小指：小指传达的是一种媚惑性感的讯息，戒指戴在其上将会有意想不到的事发生；
　　无名指：相传无名指与心脏相连，最适合发表神圣的誓言；
　　中指：戒指戴在中指上最能营造自由爽朗的气氛，能让人灵感涌现，变得更有魅力、有异性缘；
　　食指：而把戒指戴在食指上个性会变得开朗而独立；
　　拇指：戒指戴在拇指可助你达成心愿。

买个尾戒戴着．．：）

Je T'Aime

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 13:16:09 GMT

Did anyone tell you I think of you ?

這是怎樣的況情啊? 勞資鬱悶到暴咯。。
不說粗口。不說粗口。

冷靜。冷靜。呼吸。ok。

nothing.。。只是鄙人血液沸點比較低|。
好個激動。

千万不要轻易相信任何人。

无论男人。女人。

混蛋。→＿→ 爱

故事是由我一手打开的，我却没有能力把它写得精彩。
当我写完了高潮要到结尾的时候却发现我不能够-----
故事又回到了开始，接着断章续写，不清楚还要写多远。

在LF的SPACE 里看到的很中意的话。。KKK.

…………

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:24:51 GMT

腳上穿新鞋磨的水泡要好了。肩膀也不疼了。

一切的厄運都沒有事先的徵兆。

降臨時讓人措手不及。

有人生就有人死。

生的時候哭。死的時候哭。

可見人體内有多少的水分。

理解。生老病死。

白天看的記錄短片愛的分娩

看得眼淚汪汪不知道爲什麽就哭了。

跟我完全不相干的人。

估計是看她們表情時想到媽媽生我時的情形。

然後眼淚就止不住流。

love love love love love love love love

love love love love love love love

love love love love love love

love love love love love

love love love love

love love love

love love

love

这么多的爱全给你。.....:)

LOVECHO。

AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN。

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:55:31 GMT

2007-08-15 13:59:50

一度被鄙人遺忘SPACE。
正如城市裏有許多的角落。
被人在意的或遺忘的。
安靜的。喧嘩的。

我的成長。漫長而沉悶。
並且異樣緩慢。

AND MY NAME IS LOVECHO。
U KNOW?

LOVECHO

以上是寫在另個剛弄得SPACE。剛又3了 ||||||| ：）

就好像費心思寫得文卻全刪除精心畫的畫又把它毀了。

沒什麽原因。想來是病|||||||

空間。改了名。

AIR　→　→　→　愛爱愛＂

U KNOW MEAN WAHT? :)

完結。

Sun, 27 May 2007 07:23:53 GMT

終于結束了。所有的一切都清晰明瞭。終于也安心。

這感覺就像x說那話時候。

一樣的顫抖。一樣的凝固。

一樣的沒有眼淚。

啊。。好在都過去。終于可以說都過去了。

所有的努力所有的不捨所有的遺憾所有的不再。

所有的炎熱所有的情緒所有的歡樂所有的短暫。

都在07夏天強行的按下暫停。

只有時間能承擔我們繼續。

THANK YOU。：）

@XIII

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:10:54 GMT

我們。

一個我一個們。

便是我們了。

呵。是我們。

我們！

然後。

我們會變成他們。

或你們。

可還是我們。

那把雨傘真是喜歡。

於是想說

不喜歡雨只是沒有找到中意的傘而已。

背著你讀書
背著你寫字
你再不會責備我不夠用功
背著你傷痛
傷痛關於我的快樂
背著你沉默
背著你穿洞
你再不會讓我看潮起潮落
我的愛。
竟不翼而飛。
但回憶
供我在夜裡消費
無所謂當淚都成灰
背著你得到一些時間

背著你讀書
背著你寫字
你再不會責備我不夠用功
背著你沉默
背著你穿洞
你再不會讓我看潮起潮落
背著你我按停了時間。

---------背著伱

如何讓你遇到我……在伱最美麗的時刻。`````

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 12:17:04 GMT

是不是失去什麽東西還會得到亦或是得到的更多呢。。。。。
一直在想。。。
有T們真是好啊...

即使所有的一切愛都處於被動。。
絕對不先開口説話。。。不先說想念
即使糾結到胃疼。。也不願意找人傾訴。。。
很多時候愛不知道說什麽亦或是不會說 …
只是你們要明白 ————
愛是愛你們的
對於你們愛絕對不會放棄……
你們的好如果哪天不再。。。
愛會是怎樣的呢。。呵呵…

如何讓你遇到我……在最美麗的時刻。

trying too hard, too hard to see them
trying too hard, too hard to hear them
I want an all time love to find me

一個忍

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 06:29:15 GMT

我忍
一個人糾結

一個人凝視
一個人冷漠

一個人歡樂

一個人萌芽
一個人蒼老

一個人奔跑
一個人行走
一個人獨語
一個人傻笑
一個人掩面
一個人虛僞
一個人看天

一個人想念

一個人拼命愛
一個人反復死

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